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random

2011-10-31T12:22:00.000-07:00

kehilangan kamu adalah sesuatu yang paling menyakitkan.

sesuatu yang membuat saya merasa kecewa dan sedih.

sesuatu yang membuat saya berfikir, sekuat apapun saya berusaha, saya tidak akan pernah cukup baik untuk anda.

dulu, saya pikir kamu lah tempat terakhir segala penantian ini berlabuh.

didalam bayangan masa depan saya, selalu terlihat kamu.

dan memang kamu lah yang saya ingin lihat disana.

saya selalu tau apa yang saya mau. dari dulu hingga sekarang,

yang saya mau cuma kamu.

tapi apa kita punya keinginan yang sama?

punya mimpi dan bayangan yang sama?

punya perasaan yang sama?

Terimakasih kamu telah menyanyangi saya selama ini.

terimakasih kamu telah melukiskan senyum di bibir saya.

terimakasih kamu telah mencintai keluarga dan teman-teman saya.

terimakasih kamu telah mengajarkan banyak pelajaran hidup kepada saya.

terimakasih untuk segala waktumu yang pernah kamu sisihkan untuk saya.

terimakasih kamu pernah mencintai saya.

Maaf saya tidak bisa menjadi yang kamu inginkan.

maaf jika segala perubahan yang saya lakukan tidak pernah memuaskan kamu.

maaf jika saya keras kepala.

maaf saya tidak pernah mengerti kesibukan kamu.

maaf, maaf, maaf.

saya selalu sayang kamu, cuma kamu.

saya selalu butuh kamu, cuma kamu.

saya ingin menjadi orang yang lebih baik, untuk kamu. untuk "kita"

saya ingin kamu kembali, kembali menyayangi saya.

saya ingin saya dan kamu menjadi "kita" lagi

random thoughts

2011-03-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

"I Wish I Was a Panda"

100 truths

2011-03-28T10:08:00.000-07:00

001. Real name → Marsha Ridaryanto
002. Like it? → sort of
003. Nickname(s)→ mar,sha,acha,macil,brut
004. Status → in a relationship
005. Zodiac sign → leo
006. Male or female → female
007. Elementary→ percik
008. Middle School → percik
009. High School → SMAN 68 Internasional Class
010. Hair color → somewhere between black and brown
011. Long or short → medium
012. Eye color → black
013. Weight → 48kg
014. Height → 160cm
015. Righty or lefty → righty
016. Loud or Quiet → depends
017. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
018. Phone or Camera → phone
019. Health freak → not really
020. Piercings? → both ears
021. Do you have a crush on someone? → hm
022. Eat or Drink → eat
023. Purse or Backpack → purse
024. Tattoos → none
025. Do You Like Yourself? → may...be?
026. Current worry? → tasks

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice? → apple juice
028. Night or Day? → night
029. Sun or Moon? → moon
030. TV or Internet? → internet
031. PlayStation or XBox? → playstation
032. Kiss or Hug? → def both!!!
033. Iguana or Turtle? → iguana
034. Spider or Bee? → spider
035. Fall or Spring? → spring
036. Limewire or iTunes? → both
037. Soccer or Baseball? → baseball

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery → never had any
039. First piercing → 8 years ago
040. First best friend → icha
041. First Sport? →swimming
042. First award → forgot
043. First crush → -
044. First pet → a dalmatian
045. First big vacation → perth, when i was 3 or 4 years old
046. First big birthday → forgot

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating → bread
048. Drinking → none
049. I'm about to → sleeping
050. Listening to → incubus- admiration
051. Singing? → yep
052. Typing? → yes
053. Waiting for → someone to call me or text me

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids? → yessss
055. When? → after i'm married
056. Want to get married? → yes, i do!
057. When? → i dont know yet ;p
058. Where Do You Want To Live? → wherever! i dont fvckin care
059. Careers in mind → i dont have one yet
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little? → astronaut
061. Mellow Future Or Wild? → mix 'em both
062. Something You Would Never Try? → drugs

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
063. Lips or eyes → both!
064. Shorter or taller? → taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous → both ways :)
066. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms!!
067. Sensitive or loud → both!
068. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither
070. Hugging or Kissing? → hugging and kissing, definitely!
071. Tan Skinned or Light? → either
072. Dark or Light Hair? → either
073. Muscular or Normal? → whatever

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts → almost
075. Ran away from home → almost
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense?→ nope
077. Killed somebody → never
078. Broken someone's heart → maybe?
079. Been arrested → nope
080. Cried when someone died → yep
081. Kissed A Stranger? → nah
082. Climbed Up A Tree? → yep
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend? → hm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself → yes
085. Miracles → i do
086. Love at first sight → yep
087. Heaven → yes
088. Santa Claus → nah
089. Kiss on the first date → ya

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yap
091. Do You Like Someone? → pretty much
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → i am happy :)
093. Do you believe in God → yes

LASTS
094. Recieved/Sent Text Message → galih
095. Received Call → bude
096. Call Made? → galih
097. Wall On Facebook? → vitara
098. Missed Call? → boni
099. Person You Hung out With? → mm galih,dito?
100. Post as 100 truths and tag

*****

Boy Side / Girl Side and a couple other things

2011-03-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

—YOUR BOY SIDE—-
[ ] You love hoodies.
[v] You love jeans.
[v] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[v] You owned a DS, PS2, PSP, N64, XBOX, Wii or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You have watched sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[v] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[v] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun
[v] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[v] You have fished at least once

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[v] You love to shop.
[v] You wear eyeliner
[v] You wear the color pink.
[v] You go to your mom to talk.
[v] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[v] You like going to the mall.
[v] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[v] You like wearing jewelry.
[v] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[v] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[v] You are/were in gymnastics
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[v] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[v] You care about what you look like.
[v] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[v] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[v] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[v] You like putting make-up on others.
[v] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

• Appearance •
[ ] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[ ] I have many scars.
[v] I tan/ burn easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[v] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[v] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[v] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •
[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[v] Disney movies still make me cry.
[v] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[v] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[v] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

• Health •
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.

• Traveling •
[ ] I’ve driven / riden over 200 miles in one day.
[v] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.

• Experiences •
[v] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[v] I’ve gone out in public in my pyjamas.
[v] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[v] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[v] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[v] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[ ] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[v] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[v] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •
[ ] I’m single.
[v] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[v] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •
[v] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[v] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out.
[v] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[v] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[v] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

• Death and Suicide •
[v] I’m afraid of dying.
[v] I hate funerals.
[v] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[v]I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[v] I collected comic books.
[v] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[v] I own something from Abercrombie

• Random •
[v] (aparantely) I can sing well .
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[v] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs
[v] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[v] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[v] I would wear pyjamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[v] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[v] I laugh at my own jokes
[v] I eat fast food weekly.
[v] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[v] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[v] I am really ticklish.
[v] I like white chocolate.
[v] I bite my nails.
[v] I’m good at remembering faces.
[v] I’m good at remembering names.
[v] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[v] All my answers were totally honest

A Word or Two..

2011-03-23T13:13:00.000-07:00

Happy 2 Months anniversary,babe!
I love you and i know for sure that you do love me too!
bunch of kisses and hugs

-youradorablegirlfriend

Facts About Me

2011-03-23T12:50:00.000-07:00

Repost from Becca

1. Apa makanan kesukaanmu?
Nasi Goreng dok dok

2. Apa minuman kesukaanmu?
es teh TAWAR.

3. Binatang apa yang paling kamu suka?
none.

4. 3 jenis anjing apa yang paling kamu suka?
-
5. apa tempat favorit kamu?
kamar,kasur

6. 5 mall apa yang kamu suka?
i am basically love malls.

7. 5 mall apa yang paling ngga kamu suka?
yang kecil dan ga ada apa-apa untuk dilihat

8. siapa orang yang paling kamu sayang?
family,friends,mas gal

9. 5 hal yang paling kamu benci.
ditinggalin, nunggu, mas-mas jamet centil, kesel tapi ga ada alasannya, gapunya duit.

10. 5 hal yang paling kamu suka
wiskul, tidur, hellokitty, barang yang berhubungan dengan panda, dipeluk.

11. kamu paling suka kalau diapain orang dan apa alasannya?
ditraktir karena gratis dong pastinya

12. kamu paling ngga suka kalau diapain orang dan apa alasannya?
ditinggalin karena sedih -_-

13. lagu apa yang paling kamu suka sekarang?
Semua lagunya The Corrs

14. kalau kamu mau beli dress untuk acara yang ngga terlalu formal,
kamu suka beli dimana?
online shop

15. kalau untuk acara formal seperti acara mtv music award?
pesen ke designer papan atas dong gila loooowwwwh

16. 5 merek yang paling kamu suka
sanrio-hellokitty, f21,cotton on, steve madden, ipanema

17. alat musik yang paling kamu suka.
none

18. kamu mau bisa belajar bahasa apa?
spanish!!!

19. apa kata dalam bahasa inggris yang paling kamu suka?
authentic

20. siapa first love kamu?
lupa

21. warna kesukaan kamu?
h-i-j-a-u

22. benda kesukaan kamu?
bb

23. pelajaran favorit kamu?
sekarang? ga ada

24. apa yang kamu lakukan kalo kamu lagi sedih banget?
nangis sampe ketiduran

25. apa hal yang paling kamu pengen?
punya rumah sendiri dan punya panda. Harus mas gal yang bikinin rumahnya dan beliin pandanya.

26. kalau kamu tersesat di hutan, apa yang kamu lakukan?
nangis,pasrah

27. suatu hari kamu jalan sama teman yang kamu suka, (belum pacaran lho) terus tiba-tiba dia cium kamu di bibir, apa yang kamu lakukan?
bilangin galih

28. eskrim kesukaan kamu?
The Cream and Fudge Factory :9

29. kalo kamu dapat beasiswa ke Harvard?
alamat jadi yang paling tolol diantara orang2 yang tolol di harvard

30. udah first kiss?
z

31. 5 binatang yang paling kamu benci.
yang meliuk-liuk menjijikan pokonya

32. barang yang lagi kamu pengen
karpet bulu warna shocking pink

33. lagi pingin ketemu siapa?
GALIH!

34. kue yang paling kamu suka?
cheesecake

35. penyanyi perempuan favorit?
Andrea Corr

36. penyanyi pria favorit?
simon webbe

37. kartun kesukaan kamu?
totally spies

38. alat make up yang paling kamu suka?
liquid eyeliner

39. distro yang paling kamu suka?
bukan anak distro

40. bistro yang paling kamu suka?
apa aja yg cozy

41. jenis keju yang paling kamu suka?
mozarella

42. benda terakhir yang kamu sentuh?
Keyboard.duh

43. orang terakhir yang kamu temui?
grace

44. your crush?
adanya pacaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

45. restoran favorit?
d'cost!

46. kalau kamu ketemu actress/actor kesukaan kamu?
gitu aja

47. kalo kamu dikasih perusahaan ripcurl apa yang kamu lakukan?
hire org yang bisa ngelola :D

48. apa yang membuat kamu paling kecewa?
batal janjian, salah menilai orang

49. menurutmu, apa kelebihanmu?
saya bisa tidur kaya orang mati

50. siapa di sekolahmu yang kamu anggap paling cantik/ganteng?
udah kuliah dong ;p

okay those questions are pretty dumb yet a bit fun answering all of 'em.

lifelesson#2

2011-03-16T11:50:00.000-07:00

"Baik atau buruknya sifat seorang wanita tidak bisa dilihat hanya dari sehelai kerudung yang dipakai atau tidak dipakainya"

Gue bukan yang paling expert soal agama, tapi menurut gue, memakai kerudung itu sebuah kewajiban dan sebuah PILIHAN masing-masing orang. Entah kenapa gue membenci orang-orang yang menjadikan kerudung sebagai tolak ukur sifat dan kebaikan seseorang. Gapake kerudung bukan berarti lebih buruk dari yang pake kerudung loh :)

Memakai kerudung itu butuh sebuah kesiapan. Itu bukan cuma sehelai kain yang lo pake asal-asalan dikepala lo. Itu bukan cuma sehelai kain dikepala lo yang bisa lo lepas pake semau-mau lo.

Semua..ada aturannya.

Disaat lo belum siap untuk menerima resiko memakai kerudung, kerudungilah hati lo dulu.

Karena apa yang ada di hati jauh lebih penting dibandingkan apa yang ada di kepala lo.

Gue sangat tidak respect sama orang yang kerudung nya dilepas-pasang didepan umum dan seenak jidat.

Pake kerudung harusnya menjadi sebuah kebanggan.

Jangan jadikan kerudung hanya sebagai sebuah kewajiban tanpa tau arti dari memakai nya!

Gue saat ini masih belum memakai kerudung tapi insyallah gue AKAN memakainya as soon as gue siap lahir dan batin. Mungkin saat ini yang bisa gue lakuin adalah memperbaiki diri gue dan hati gue :D

Disini gue bukan mengucilkan orang-orang yang memakai kerudung. Gue cuma benci orang-orang yang menyalahgunakan arti memakai kerudung :)

2011-03-13T05:25:00.000-07:00

The L word

2011-03-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

I got that from his tumblr. That's like the most awesome and cutest thing EVER!
It feels so good to be loved :)

p.s: I'm FREAKIN' CRAZY for you too Gal!

A lil piece of my mind

2011-03-05T03:11:00.000-08:00

I'm very blessed to have someone like you.
Someone that I can rely on, Someone who brings chocolate and candy just to see me smile.
Someone that i never thought i would need, But I do. I do need YOU.

Back Off

2011-03-01T05:56:00.000-08:00

" If You Don't Know Me, Then You Have No Right To Judge Me. Mind Your Own Business, Assh*le! "

Lifelesson#1

2011-02-28T03:21:00.000-08:00

Relationship is supposed to be fun. When it's not anymore or it even hurts you in some kind of way, all you have to do are walk away, Moving on, and Starting over!
'Cause life is too short to spend your precious time begging or keeping someone that doesn't even appreciate you.

10 THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOU:

2011-02-27T12:55:00.000-08:00

1. .........wait, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!

a month

2011-02-23T08:15:00.000-08:00

Walaupun kamu setengah idiot, kamu punya hidung babi, kamu AMER ,kamu jarang mandi dan kamu gangerti cara create emoticon di msn aku tetep sayang kamu! Soalnya kita pasangan AMER terkeren di seluruh dunia!!! HIDUP AMER!!!

Ps: Makasih ya mer udah nemenin aku dan bikin aku seneng selama sebulan ini. Makasih kamu udah nggambarin panda muka bloon dan siluman panda buat aku. Makasih kamu udah bisa ngimbangin keidiotan dan keanehan aku. Makasih mer. Makasih! Selamat Satu Bulan Mer.. xo

123

2011-02-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

No more gloomy days and No longer need any french fries or ice cream.

'cause I have you.

You're sooooooooooooooooo much better than any of 'em.

I Love You :)

A Good Start To Live Wisely

2011-02-22T07:42:00.000-08:00

"Let The Past Be The Past"

So, Here I am, Convincing my self.
I'm moving on with my life. It's a brand new start all over again.
I'm STRONGER than ever and I shud thank you for that.
A whole new adventures are waiting..
They're waiting for US.